K.I. Storeim (coriander_kiss) wrote,
K.I. Storeim
coriander_kiss

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Yes, I admit, it's getting better.

Today was a good day. I received an email from a certain Marine friend of mine (the biggest hunk on the planet), I donated my waterbed to charity, visited my oh-so-sexy ex-boss at my ex-job, purchased a train ticket, and a bunch of new clothes, met and kissed a famous (but weird and ultimately more amusing than attractive, despite his mischievous good-looks)guy, came home and wrote a poem which I will not repeat here since it doesn't really apply.

Every moment I spend with my brother makes me miss him even more. Though I know that he'll always be my brother, I live in constant fear of losing him. He is the singlemost important person in my life. I guess this is eating away at me because everything else I thought would be permanent has proven to be temporary, thus exposing my insecurity about the permanence of anything, including family and even self-love.

Maybe it's just because it's 5:30 a.m. and I'm still awake, but I sure am terrified and depressed about everything right now. Today was much better, but honestly I hate being in Albuquerque despite my brother's presence and the exciting attention paid to me by famous rock stars, and I want nothing more than to go back to camp and then move right along to my next place of residence.
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